Thursday, November 22, 2007

|| Things change over time ||

Recently I've been into deep thoughts and realised that I am not as happy as I thought. I actually dont like writing my heart-felt feelings in a blog, so I will just do it in a very subtle way.

I've never thought that things would turn out this way. And I dont know how it happened. Perhaps its was a certain period which made me realised that I've pent up feelings all these while, which obviously I wasn't aware about till now. But, I am not lost. I know what I want in life and will continue to pursue my beliefs.

Friends around me might be shocked reading this because even I am shocked at how I am feeling right now. I always exude happiness to the ppl around me, so naturally that around me would think that I am happy. I know some might still not know what I am getting at, at this point in time. Guess its just for me to know and you guys to find out. I just wana write it out so that my friends wouldnt be too shocked when I actually tell them what is this whole entry abt.

I wish I would be brave to resolve this matter soon. Coz its the only best solution. Things do change over time, so does expectations.


P.S.: To my friends, dont be too concerned abt this entry. I am not as sad as it sounds. So no worries ya! =)

In Love @6:53 AM

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

|| No more exams! ||

The exams are finally over! This sem's studying period has been one of the most stressful and hectic period since I started school. Because during the sem, I've been so exhausted doing the projects that it leaves me no time to do ANY daily revision. Hence, during the 2 week study break, I had to speed study thru all my modules. *Amanda, pls pray for us yea?* =) I hope that my friends and I would be able to clear this sem! That would be the best thing in the world!

Though studying can be stressful and draining, but the fact that your friends are right beside you giving you support can be a big encouragement, esp during this sem. Studying together really helps! Without them, I would be worse off. Definitely. During the exam period, I was constantly being distracted by many things like my DS Lite, Piano, TV, day-dreaming, going online, talking on the phone, slacking etc..

Now that exams are over, just realised that actually there aint many things that I can do. I simply have too much time that sometimes I feel bored. Haha. Moreover, I've been selected by CPA Australia to do internship at Deloitte and I would only have to start work on 10th Dec! That means I've still a long long time to slack before work starts! The fact that some of my friends are going to start work soon, or are already working does not help me alleviate my boredom. What else can I do? Hmmmm...well I'll give it a good thought later. =)

I know I said that I would post up some photos on Lihui's birthday but I'm still too lazy, though I've all the time in the world to do it..Haha..Wait till I dont feel lazy first.

I love cycling! Fun. But shall not elaborate on details. Our Secret. Whahaha! =)

In Love @7:35 AM

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