Thursday, August 31, 2006

|| Pastsss... ||

I was reading some of my old entries and I realised that I wrote REALLY LONG entries in the past! I wonder where did I find so much things to blog on? Or is that my life has become so mundane now that the blog entries has been reduced by almost half the length or more. Its most probably that I'm keeping the controversial stuff to myself instead of blogging them out. Haha. Well, but most of the time when I want to blog, my mind is in a blank. Nothing in particular that is worth blogging, or that I think others would wana read. Blame it all on an uninteresting social life.

Anyway, being on the topic of not wanting to blog my heart-felt issues, is that sometimes you don't even know who is reading your blog. So telling the whole world how you feel about a particular issue or somebody doesnt sound very good to me. Just like in the real world, one must be careful abt his selection of friends or trouble will start to brew. Like the wrong selection of friends may lead a person astray or maybe betrayed by a friend which is 2-headed. Since I have experienced the latter when I was in JC, its better not to talk about heart-felt stuff to people whom I cannot totally trust. Because the feeling sucks when you realise that you have been betrayed. Seems like I'm such a cautious person? Well,in real life, if I feel that I can connect with that person, I would trust my judgement and I won't hesitate to talk abt anything under the sun. Of course, my judgement aint always right as I've learned. But I'm really talkative..haha..people whom I am close with will know that best. Though I've experienced the worst in JC, I am thankful that I have still my bunch of close, good and new friends that I've met. Like my secondary, JC and Uni friends.

When I was younger, I used to have a diary where I wrote just abt anything. Since its private, I can say whatever I want to. So I cursed one of my ex-boyfriends really bad..Haha~ And the best part is that he will forever not know about it, so there is no consequences of writing irresponsibly. Its just so much fun bitching in your diary. So in my point of view, blogs sort of defeats the purpose if a person wants it to be his diary. Course, its quite impossible to be blogging your personal life for the whole world to read. Its really quite silly. Some things are just meant to be kept in your heart.

But ironically, what readers love to read is the personal life of the blogger. Somehow, reading about a person's perception (whom you dont know very well) seems interesting. Readers can feel "connected" to the blogger without even knowing him personally.

Well, but I guess this would be the most personal entry ever published, which is not even that personal. Haha. So wana know more? Just wait.

In Love @6:00 PM

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Friday, August 11, 2006

|| Waste of time!! ||

Today, I was supposed to have my driving lesson. But in the end, my trip to Bukit Gombak was in vain~ After waiting for a min or two at the station, I still didnt see my instructor's car. So, I decided to call on him. To my surprise, he said he was in Ubi because he had made a mistake! Goodness! I then scheduled another time with him and jestingly said, "Write properly this time ok!!" Haha..I hope he did! Since I have 2 tests next week, My next driving lesson would be a long time from now. I was actually grumbling to myself after knowing that I couldnt drive today. For I was damn tired yesterday and I purposely woke up early to come on time for driving!! Well, when I reached home, I indulged in a 3 hour sleep. Shiok!

Hope all my tests would be over soon and I would be able to relax little before the exam comes!!

In Love @5:00 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

|| Driving!! ||

Finally I've started my driving lessons! Today is my 2nd lesson. So fun! Haha..My instructor is quite humorous so I dont feel so tense on the road. I was damn scared when I was on the road for the 1st time. All the buses and lorries. Scary! I felt esp scared when I was doing big turns. Somemore, during the 1st lesson, he taught me how to do balancing on the slope. I think he thinks I'm a natural driver or something..balancing is damn scary for a 1st timer! Becoz I couldnt control my anxiety, I could not control the accelerator at a "half-position", and the RPM of the car went up to almost 6000! hahaha~ My instructor almost died teaching me how to balance the stupid car. He kept saying I waste a lot of his petrol. At least, I feel that I've improved quite a lot 2day~ I can sort of control the stepping of accelerator better and the transmission of the car is smoother. The ironic thing is that, my car stalled many times today! Esp in a situation when a car suddenly stops or some stupid taxi just drive out without switching on any signals. Nevertheless, I cant wait to drive again!

Anyway, I thought I wasnt able to go for driving today. Coz last night on the way home, I felt a little giddy and very cold. Once I reached home, I immediately went to the bed. I couldnt take it any longer. Past midnight, abt 1am, I woke up feeling very cold and hot at the same time. Went to take my temperature, it was 39 degrees C! Goodness! I had nv had such a temperature. I quickly went to the refridgerator in search for some panadols. Took 2 and went back to slp. Good thing my temperature went down when I woke up. And I was ready for driving again!

Starting from this week, I must start to buck up. I've been slacking for too long. I have 2 tests coming up the following week and I havent really prepare for the tests! Becoz I wasnt feeling too well yest, part of the lecture had gone to waste. Didnt really know what was going on. Corporate Law is getting difficult by the day, and Corporate Accounting totally sucks. Hope Management Accounting would remain ok. Better catch up on my studies now!

In Love @3:05 PM

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