Thursday, February 24, 2005

|| birthdays! ||

2dae is 24th of feb n its a birthday of 2 ppl i noe~ shirley..my colleague & gladys..my lovable sis..hee aniwae..i jux came back frm a 2hr lunch..celebrating shirley's birthday..n our superior treated us lunch! haha...thats quite surprising..coz he's quite a stingy fella..but still i'm glad that he treated! we went to Bakerzin at 1 Fullerton...ate some fillet thingy..my colleagues had pasta for 2..that actualli serves 4..haha it smells quite nice..gona try it when i can bite noodles...





abt half-way of the meal..shirley's bf called her n told her that he had presents for her..n is alreadi at the office...owww..so swt ok! but then too bad..he had bad timing n planning...so he jux left the gifts that the reception...when we went back..all of us went to take a look at wat he delievered...my god...sooo swt ok..he brought a huge bouquet of roses..a wrapped up present..a box of dragon fruit n a card...wow..the combi of it..jux feels sooo swt...sooo in love..haha how come i am toking as if i am not in love? well..but if i were her..i will feel so touched!!





well...2day is also gladys' bdae...2nite mi n her family would be going down to westmall to haf dinner..n her parents ar going to surprise her by buying her desired hp then!! so cool rite! haha..i tink...2dae is quite a joyous dae..birthdays ar always cool..makes ppl happy n lift their spirits...i had mine lifted too during my bdae...that time..mi n my colleagues went to secret recipe at Bishan to haf dinner n cake...the brownie was good man!! i remembered we reached that place at abt 8.00pm n left at 10.00pm..i tink if it wasnt late..we could still be toking n toking non-stop...i noe that in the future..when i go back to sch..i will definitely miss the times i had working here...






now everybody is back to working again..well..but then its alreadi 3.15pm! in another 2 more hrs..i will be zooming out of here alreadi! hurray! hmm..come to tink of it..i onli went home for dinner on mon this week...feel kinda bad..haha din go home to eat on tuesdae coz i went to meet terence for dinner..n by the time i was home..i felt so tired that i knew i had to slp soon..so ended up slping at 9.30pm...shiok man! then yest..i went to gif celestine (terence's cousin) tuition..so had dinner there...2day going to gladys' birthdae dinner..n 2ml going to company farewell dinner for my colleague whu is also called michelle..hee






aniwae...they extended my contract by a mth!! thats good n bad..haha coz i dun feel like working animore..wana stay at home n slack..but on the other hand..i wana get the money..so pros n cons i guess..oh ya..n heard on the radio jux now..the o levels' results are coming out n next mondae!! thats sooo scary! which means..the A's will be out REAL SOON..argh..that sux man..now i haf butterflies in my stomach again..how great..

In Love @3:57 PM

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

|| daily totss.. ||

--feeling hard to fight--
wow..indeed this feeling is hard to fight..i'm sure many ppl have been thru this...that is sleepiness! haha..jux now..while i had to cast some numbers...my eyelids were obeying gravity..my god! i had a hard time lifting up my eyelids n make sure that i cast the numbers correct..then wat seems like foreva..i finally overcome the sleepiness n felt veri much energised..haha..is this wat ppl call sleeping wif the eyelids open?





^`wOrk vs studying`^
working life is realli tiring..but i tink..studying is MORE tiring..haha! but aniwae..i prefer to work when i realli grow up..coz now..i'm working wif ppl whu are almost 10 yrs or more..older than mi..sometimes..when u haf nuthing 2 sae..it can be quite boring..wish that i can work wif my peers..luffing n joking arnd during lunch or after work..wouldnt that be perfect? hee..not as if i cant click wif my colleagues now..juz that i feel it would be more fun being arnd ppl my age..n that would be so cool if it came true..hmm..i am still enjoying working life as much as i can..coz veri soon...june would be approaching n i gotta study again! realli scared that the accounting course would be soooo difficult till i gif up..then its gona be a re-enactment of JC's stressful lifestyle..n that sux like hell man...nv wana go thru such stress again!





-caNt waiT for the daY-
some ppl like teresa n tiffane whu ar too lazy to get jobs muz be scared of staying at home n rot..but then..i realli cant wait for the day till my contract finishes n i'll be able to slack all i wan at home!! haha..that would be so cool man..sometimes..when i wake up so early in the morning feeling so tired..i realli haf the urge to pon work n stay at home..hee but working's different frm skool..coz there ar more responsiblities..so i cant jux do it when i feel like it..unlike during schooling days..i would juz absent myself frm skool if i felt like it! but i'll say again..i prefer to work a 1000 times to studying..n hafing to worry abt stupid results..like now..worrying abt the A's..argh!






*yaY*
its great that its wed 2ml! becoz wed means nite's out for terence! n i'll be able to see him again.. though it jux for a short while but still better than nuthing..time's running short for us...aniwae it has always been..eva since he entered NS..come to tink of it NS isnt realli that bad afterall..coz it made us realise how impt we were to each other..n also becoz of the frequently used "absence makes the hrt grow fonder"..it jux makes our feeling grow stronger..






=relationships=
recently..saw my fren's friendster account n realised he got attached..it seems like he become a changed person totally..n i realli tink its the power of love..in the past..he was a flirt..whu likes to go arnd having flings..to mi he was jux interested in gers becoz of sex..but then..after he got attached wif her..realli seem like a "perfect boyfriend" that every ger wans..he surprises her wif her fav cookies..spend loads of time wif her...dote on her so much..caring n understanding..i nv tot he would actualli settle down..but he did..its all becoz she is his miss right-the one..2 ppl whu haf given up on guys..pls dun..u all have been let down jux becoz u havent met the right one..n believe mi..he will come along some time..u'll noe he's urs if both of u get 2gether jux like a lock n key..which compliement each other..jux like an old phrase..let nature take its course..

In Love @4:22 PM

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Monday, February 21, 2005

|| tots ||

have been tinking alot since yest..i always do that when i am alone..sometimes i tink to myself..y do i tink so much..question so much..sooo inquisitive..but in a sense..thats great..becoz by reflecting on myself..i can change to become a better person..i used to be quite short tempered..its something that i see in my mom n its horrible, coz she is both a short & hot tempered person..i realli dun wana be like her n plus..i dun wan ppl arnd mi to suffer..so i realli wana change..n i'm glad i did..




-he changed mi..power of love is indeed great-
sometimes..i would jux lose it...n most of the time..terence would get it...n everytime that happens..i feel so guilty..coz i noe such a nice n swt person like him shldnt deserve anything like that..wat makes mi feel worse is that he doesnt shout back at mi but asks mi wats wrong nicely...i realli did feel bad..one day..i talked to him abt it..n i cried..i felt so relieved after that..that was all i need to be determined to change..i believe without him arnd...i wouldnt even consider changing myself to become a better person..thnx so much dear..





`abt her`
was reading clint's blog..n it indeed brought back some happy n sad memories..i realli had a great time when i was wif her during my sec1 to sec2 days~ the daily calls..daily chats on irc n frequent meet up sessions @ her hse playing PS n going downtown for countdowns n shopping! well..realli realli wished she was still here...i loved her so much...n i still miss her now..






+worries---again+
yest..when i was having my afternoon nap..b4 i actualli fell asleep..my mind was filled up wif tots of the A level's result...though i haf realli prepared myself thoroughly..i am still freaking out..the bad thing is..terence most probably wun be able to take leave on that day to accompany mi down..realli afraid i would breakdown on that day...i wish i didnt haf to go thru this...this is BAD! Man...realli wish he would be able to apply leave for that day...pray hard...





*miSsiNg ouT*
eva since my colleagues came back on last fri frm KL...i had been much more busy than the days that i used the whole dae to surf the web..come to tink of it..i do miss the times ware i slacked arnd so much..haha..but then..its realli boring to be surfing the web everydae for the whole dae.. oh..there i go again---> being so undecisive on how i feel..Now its lunch..n finish most of my work on hand *pHew*..more to go after lunch!!

In Love @12:55 PM

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

|| weeKend ouTing.. ||

~the movie~

2day went to watch "i do i do"...very typical kinda singaporean movie..ware most probably only we can understand it..haha...but still it has quite some funny scenes...esp the NGs @ the end of the movie...shld go watch it!




=the courage=
finally...2day i got the courage to eat properly! lolx..for the past few days after i adjusted my braces..i onli eat bread, cake or pineapple tarts during lunch break!! my colleagues sae i sure get slimmer..haha..but realli...i'm super sick n tired of eating non-proper meals alreadi...since 2day i'm wif terence...so i noe no matter how slow i eat..he will haf the patience to wait for mi..haha so 4 lunch..i had hot dog bread frm Mos Burger..n had sanur for dinner...actualli i realised...i can eat quite well!! but i noe i still can eat noodles...damn! hope my bite raisers can be removed soon..




`missing out`
2dae was great! realli love the weekends..so we can chill..watch movies n eat good food...2dae i luffed a whole lot..esp at the bus stop....i will sure miss this kinda carefree life when i start my life as a student again..coz gotta worry that i haf assignment on mon..got project on tues n the worry list can go on 4eva..




+work+
i noe some ppl shure dun understand how can i like working life...but i realli do!! working life is great...esp if u haf nice colleagues that can click wif u..learning new things at work + sometimes having a hectic day is also cool..i realli love it!! lunch is esp most enjoyable ware u eat wif ur colleagues n they start toking abt Boss!! hahahaha...thats soooo cool...these conversations always nv fail to energise mi...but sadly...my 2mths contract there is abt to end..i gotta find a new job soon..so if u ppl haf any good deals..tell mi ya..thnx!

In Love @11:05 PM

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Friday, February 18, 2005

|| -bored at work- ||

actualli..i dun realli noe the rationale of blogging but decided to do it aniwae becoz i super bored at work!! sometimes..i can jux spend the whole day surfing the web..n when its time..go for lunch..after that..i come back to my work place n start...surfing again!! haha..it seems like they ar paying mi to surf instead of work..lolx well aniwae..they ar always too busy figuring out how to get some figures that they dun realli haf things for mi to do in the morning...alot of stuff starts coming when i'm almost ready to go home...which means i gotta do OT..well..its a good thing afterall!! coz i get paid 1.5times...yiPPee..haha



-mY darling-
aniwae 2dae my darling's gotta go CMPB to take the pilot test! well..i hope he realli makes it..coz i noe he realli wants it..though i would prefer him not to be a pilot..coz if we get married next time..u shld noe how much time can a pilot gif to his wife..but aniwae..still wish him all the best!!




-my WorRies & dreaMs-
a few weeks later..MAYBE the A level results ar gona come out! arGh..while i am typing this..i chills are being sent down my spine..haix...coz i dun tink i will do well..~ even if its ok but it wouldnt be good enuff to get into NTU accounting...! then..surely..i would be going to SIM..i mean..i've alreadi prepared myself for the worse~ but of coz..i am still dreaming to get into NTU..



-braceS-
i just got my braces adjusted abt 2 daes ago...got bite raisers behind my mouth..argh..that sux man..now i cant tok properly..cant eat properly...the eating part is horrible man..i feel so inferior..all of a sudden..i'm having low self-esteem n particularly self-concious at times...this is sooo disgusting..tot that the first week of putting on the braces n pulling out 4 teeth were the worse of bracie times...but..i tink now its the worse!!!!!! but aniwae...i stilll love putting my braces on..i dunno y..i jux love wearing braces..haha..u muz be tinking that i'm mad...!

In Love @4:32 PM

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