Monday, March 07, 2005

|| results.. ||

well well..finally got back my results..and jux as expected..i din do well..but ya..i noe i'll get such results..though (definitely) disappointed..i din cry..i jux dun feel the need to..coz mayb i've alreadi prepared myself for such a scene...well aniwae..its not the end of the world..to ppl whu got the same kinda results as mi..remember: there's always SIM, poly or overseas university! dun keep tinking n sobbing over it..coz there's no pt crying over spilt milk..aniwae its our own responsibility getting such results..aniwae as wat i always believed, everything happens for a reason. Surely, i am not ashamed of telling ppl i've done badly, but i am certainly afraid of how they look at mi now..or some may even be laughing at mi..having done badly..well aniwae...haf alreadi decided to do accountancy in SIM [so..teresa..i need ur books n guidance..haha] or shld i be a teacher and go to NIE? ppl, gif mi some advice on my future..well aniwae..i am realli not depressed over this bad result thingy..i'm veri the opposite of how others would tink of mi being VERI sad..i'm veri optimistic abt it.. =) so to ppl out there whu worried abt mi...no worries ya.. =)




aniwae..2dae is like a bad day [not for mi though, but ppl arnd mi]..this early morning..terence msged mi to tell mi he had a veri deep cut on his back of the palm. How it happened: he was trying to put up a notice on the board when the glass panel refused to budge. Then he used force on it..n the whole glass panel drop on his left hand [he's a left-hander, mind u!] and cut deeply into his hand..causing the flesh n the skin near the tiny finger to be cut off and his tendon is broken! This is real bad ok..then he was sent to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for operation..till now..i dun tink he is out yet..2dae's supposed to be a happy day..ware after work he's supposed to meet mi and go for SIM's accountancy briefing and later on head to clementi for dinner n tang yuan..but all these bad these bad things gotta happen! i'm so worried abt him now...i realli hope he is alright..n i realli hope he can write wif his left hand again...i'm realli worried..




another bad incident happened to my colleague,Cyndy. While she was doing her work diligently, trying to rush some report..when she accidentally spilt her bottle of water over her laptop.. immediately, her laptop boycotted her and went all blank..refusing to start up again. All her documents ar in there..i wonder if it can be retrieved..moreover,though the laptop is still under the 3yrs warranty, but she muz still pay for the repair fee coz its spoilt due to misuse of user. WOW..2day's realli a bad day man..




i tot 2dae would be a bad day for mi..coz i was afraid that after my colleagues noe my results, they would probably look down on mi and make mi feel bad..but it still din seem as bad as i imagined..in fact..it was good..




another i need advice on..there's this "fren" whom i no longer consider as my fren coz of some past incident..she msged mi and asked mi abt my A levels result on sat but i din reply her..i wonder if she is genuinely concerned, or mayb she is trying to find a chance to laugh at mi? well..aniwae after she betrayed mi in a sense, and haf been trying to tok to mi [but sometimes i feel she is not genuine]..on msn or sms..she also added mi on hi5 and stuff like that..on hi5..i approved her request at 1st, but after a while, i deleted her..coz i dun feel gd having her on my frens list..when she is not my fren..am i bad or wat? but i realli haf phobia accepting her as my fren again..whu will promise mi that stuff like betrayal and leaving mi in lurch wun happen again? i'm realli afraid..so tell mi .. am i bad? shld she haf a 2nd chance? i dun tink i can overcome myself giving her a 2nd chance..in fact..i noe i am acting like a bitch to her..but i cant hlp it...tell mi wat to do...

In Love @3:22 PM

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