Monday, February 21, 2005

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have been tinking alot since yest..i always do that when i am alone..sometimes i tink to myself..y do i tink so much..question so much..sooo inquisitive..but in a sense..thats great..becoz by reflecting on myself..i can change to become a better person..i used to be quite short tempered..its something that i see in my mom n its horrible, coz she is both a short & hot tempered person..i realli dun wana be like her n plus..i dun wan ppl arnd mi to suffer..so i realli wana change..n i'm glad i did..




-he changed mi..power of love is indeed great-
sometimes..i would jux lose it...n most of the time..terence would get it...n everytime that happens..i feel so guilty..coz i noe such a nice n swt person like him shldnt deserve anything like that..wat makes mi feel worse is that he doesnt shout back at mi but asks mi wats wrong nicely...i realli did feel bad..one day..i talked to him abt it..n i cried..i felt so relieved after that..that was all i need to be determined to change..i believe without him arnd...i wouldnt even consider changing myself to become a better person..thnx so much dear..





`abt her`
was reading clint's blog..n it indeed brought back some happy n sad memories..i realli had a great time when i was wif her during my sec1 to sec2 days~ the daily calls..daily chats on irc n frequent meet up sessions @ her hse playing PS n going downtown for countdowns n shopping! well..realli realli wished she was still here...i loved her so much...n i still miss her now..






+worries---again+
yest..when i was having my afternoon nap..b4 i actualli fell asleep..my mind was filled up wif tots of the A level's result...though i haf realli prepared myself thoroughly..i am still freaking out..the bad thing is..terence most probably wun be able to take leave on that day to accompany mi down..realli afraid i would breakdown on that day...i wish i didnt haf to go thru this...this is BAD! Man...realli wish he would be able to apply leave for that day...pray hard...





*miSsiNg ouT*
eva since my colleagues came back on last fri frm KL...i had been much more busy than the days that i used the whole dae to surf the web..come to tink of it..i do miss the times ware i slacked arnd so much..haha..but then..its realli boring to be surfing the web everydae for the whole dae.. oh..there i go again---> being so undecisive on how i feel..Now its lunch..n finish most of my work on hand *pHew*..more to go after lunch!!

In Love @12:55 PM

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