Tuesday, February 22, 2005

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--feeling hard to fight--
wow..indeed this feeling is hard to fight..i'm sure many ppl have been thru this...that is sleepiness! haha..jux now..while i had to cast some numbers...my eyelids were obeying gravity..my god! i had a hard time lifting up my eyelids n make sure that i cast the numbers correct..then wat seems like foreva..i finally overcome the sleepiness n felt veri much energised..haha..is this wat ppl call sleeping wif the eyelids open?





^`wOrk vs studying`^
working life is realli tiring..but i tink..studying is MORE tiring..haha! but aniwae..i prefer to work when i realli grow up..coz now..i'm working wif ppl whu are almost 10 yrs or more..older than mi..sometimes..when u haf nuthing 2 sae..it can be quite boring..wish that i can work wif my peers..luffing n joking arnd during lunch or after work..wouldnt that be perfect? hee..not as if i cant click wif my colleagues now..juz that i feel it would be more fun being arnd ppl my age..n that would be so cool if it came true..hmm..i am still enjoying working life as much as i can..coz veri soon...june would be approaching n i gotta study again! realli scared that the accounting course would be soooo difficult till i gif up..then its gona be a re-enactment of JC's stressful lifestyle..n that sux like hell man...nv wana go thru such stress again!





-caNt waiT for the daY-
some ppl like teresa n tiffane whu ar too lazy to get jobs muz be scared of staying at home n rot..but then..i realli cant wait for the day till my contract finishes n i'll be able to slack all i wan at home!! haha..that would be so cool man..sometimes..when i wake up so early in the morning feeling so tired..i realli haf the urge to pon work n stay at home..hee but working's different frm skool..coz there ar more responsiblities..so i cant jux do it when i feel like it..unlike during schooling days..i would juz absent myself frm skool if i felt like it! but i'll say again..i prefer to work a 1000 times to studying..n hafing to worry abt stupid results..like now..worrying abt the A's..argh!






*yaY*
its great that its wed 2ml! becoz wed means nite's out for terence! n i'll be able to see him again.. though it jux for a short while but still better than nuthing..time's running short for us...aniwae it has always been..eva since he entered NS..come to tink of it NS isnt realli that bad afterall..coz it made us realise how impt we were to each other..n also becoz of the frequently used "absence makes the hrt grow fonder"..it jux makes our feeling grow stronger..






=relationships=
recently..saw my fren's friendster account n realised he got attached..it seems like he become a changed person totally..n i realli tink its the power of love..in the past..he was a flirt..whu likes to go arnd having flings..to mi he was jux interested in gers becoz of sex..but then..after he got attached wif her..realli seem like a "perfect boyfriend" that every ger wans..he surprises her wif her fav cookies..spend loads of time wif her...dote on her so much..caring n understanding..i nv tot he would actualli settle down..but he did..its all becoz she is his miss right-the one..2 ppl whu haf given up on guys..pls dun..u all have been let down jux becoz u havent met the right one..n believe mi..he will come along some time..u'll noe he's urs if both of u get 2gether jux like a lock n key..which compliement each other..jux like an old phrase..let nature take its course..

In Love @4:22 PM

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